Had one of the best sexual experiences of my life Last Night Unspoken Truths

I've been out and on hormones for a little over nineteen years. I've just had to come to terms with the fact that I'm hopelessly attracted to men, and men exclusively. I've been on the hookup apps basically throughout my entire transition, and I've had to learn the hard way that a lot of dudes are just not interested in my pleasure. Sometimes they're not even necessarily chasers or "bad guys," so to speak; they are just inexperienced and were never expected to learn how to please a woman, much less a woman with a penis. I do have to take some responsibility here; I am shy in bed and I get uncomfortable giving direction, but on the few occasions I have worked up the courage to tell someone I wasn't totally enjoying what they were doing and tried to suggest to them how to do things differently, they sort of always just get insecure about it and it just kills the mood. Essentially, until last night, I had resigned myself to the idea that I was mainl...